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a blog for some bad music

bedroom demos / gonzo pop / lo-fi noise / emo acoustica / indie scum / angst fuzz
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what warps your vision more; meth or adoration?

life coulda been like a Ghibli film. maybe. if we were a lil luckier.



Track: Early Sunsets Over Monroeville (Demo)
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Album: Dreams Of Stabbing And/Or Being Stabbed (Attic Demos)
late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes. they’re holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen. and the whole time while always giving, counting your face among the living.

up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains. elevators and half-price sales, trapped in by all these mountains. running away and hiding with you, I never thought they’d get me here. not knowing you change from just one bite, I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.

but does anyone notice? but does anyone care? and if I had the guts to put this to your head. and would anything matter if you’re already dead? and should I shocked now by the last thing you said? before I pull this trigger, your eyes vacant and stained.
and in saying you love me made things harder at best. and there’s no changing nothing, as your body remains. and there’s no room in this hell, there’s no room in the next. and our memories defeat us, and I’ll end this direst.
but anyone notice? but does anyone care? well, if I had the guts to put this to your head. but does anything matter if you’re already dead? should I be shocked now by the last thing you said? before I pull this trigger, your eyes vacant and stained. and in saying you love me made things harder at best. and there’s no changing nothing, as your body remains. and there’s no room in this hell, there’s no room in the next.
but does anyone notice there’s a corpse is this bed?

this could be us but u human

this is not a crack pipe